The way I feel about my doctor and all the crap that has been happening to me.
I have been unhappy with my doctor but all the things that have happened to me I feel that I would have made the same decision. I mean I saw in 3 different ultrasounds a bubble growing over my ovary -- You can't tell if it's a cyst or not until you actually go in there and look. Lorenzo and I did alot of thinking it over before I had the operation and we wanted to make sure that we had no regrets. I don't regret it because after looking up bicournate uterus' on the internet they only way that they can tell you have one is MRI (which I can't have cause I'm pregnant - and there is no reason for me to have one because this uterus thing was never something that had crossed anyone's mind) or c-section and the doctor notice's it - So I got to find out that I had one the hard way but at least I know now and I have the peace of mind that my baby is safe because I was getting ALOT of pain (and still am) from my right side right over my ovary and I could have thought that it was a cyst about to rupture and I would be having a miserable time!!
As far as my incision coming open -- That was bound to happen. She cut my stomach open and it's already bigger then what it normally is so when she tried to put it back together with staples it was barely hanging on by a thread when they took them out -- So the wound came open. There is nothing that she could have done differently to prevent that from happening.
I have gone to far with her to turn back now. Lorenzo and I have talked about it because he was VERY mad about everything for a while but once we talked about it -- it all made sense. I would have went for a second opinion if I didn't see the cyst growing for myself...but I'm a see-it-to-believe it kinda person and I was seeing it.
I think that because nothing was found I just wanna blame someone for the pain that I have been through for the past 2 weeks -- but I can't blame her because it was our decision to go through with the surgery and I'm really happy that it wasn't a cancerous cyst or something terrible where they were going to have to remove my ovary. It's not her fault. It was a medical opinion that she gave us and we acted upon it. All doctor's are in a 'practice' none of them really know what they are doing. I went to Dr. Shelton who is on the second floor of the same place and she did a horrible job on a biopsy that she gave me about 4 years ago -- So I changed to Pathikonda -- I just can't keep changing because I'm not going to get anywhere.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
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